Miss my baby

Hay, I don't know what's up with me today, but I feel like writing, I don't know, maybe it's because I miss Steven so much that I have to try to keep my mind off missing him but I miss him even more.
Anyway, today was one of those nice days that was not so nice, what I call a happy day not so happy, "A happy father's day" to my dad BTW.
He took my little sister and I for a walk at the park. My sister tried rolerskatingg, but dad said she has to practice so more.
You know how I love parks and nature, so I should've been happy, right?, but seriously, all I could think of was, "I wish Steven was here walking with me".
We were there for a while and then we came back home and went swimming.
Didn't want to do that either, even though it's one of my most favorite things to do in the summer. I just laid down on one of my little sister's floter thinggies and pretended it was his strong arms, but it didn't do me much good.
I guess my little sister could tell something sad was going on with me because she's been with me almost the whole day trying to cheer me up in a playful way.
After we came back and had lunch, I did exactly what I needed to do, go to bed and meet Steven in dreamland.
Without him, my life makes little or no sense to me.
I remember telling mom days before to tell everyone even my little sister to not wake me up and just let me sleep, so this time they finally did.
I did until Steven called and woke me up himself, like Sleeping Beauty, I was waiting for my prince charming to call and wake me up with his sweet, handsome voice.
That made me feel better, so I went to mom's and then I played with my little sister until now.
But the thing is, I've only had a week here and I feel aweful with this, how would it be if I was here 2 or even 3 weeks?
Most of what I've been doing this whole week was play with my little sister, get online, go swimming, and sleep, sleep, sleep. That's all I want to do, because dreamland is the only place where I can find him right now, and where he can make my dreams come true.
Well, I did that besides going to se my grandma and my aunt and uncle and all that.
I also used this time to talk to momm when she was here, but most of the day she's at work and she only has Monday's off, so maybe I will spend some more time with her.
I also have an appointment at 1:00, so I have to go to bed.
More updates sometime next week and don't forget the story!
Bye