Last night I was in for a surprise. Even though we didn’t really do much, to me it was, I think, one of our best nights. After he came and we hang out and played with each other, he told me: “I wouldn’t trade you for anything in the world”. I was stunned. I’ve felt this way since the day I met him, but found myself a little shy about it because I wasn’t sure he felt the same way too. But now, after he told me and sounded so sincere, so tender and so full of love, I simply had to tell him, and I gave him an idea of how hard Friday nights are for me when I told him: “I couldn’t sleep last night and you didn’t call, I wanted to call you but thought you were asleep” “I’m sorry”, he told me.
I turned the radio on, and while we cuddled on the bed, I told him, “It would be nicer if this radio had a remote control, that way I don’t have to reach for it”, and he told me, “We’ll have one of those on our house”. We talked about other things we haven’t before, like him being the only one in my heart, well, of course he is. If I had to choose between him, and the most rich and fun guy in the world, I would choose him, but not just because he’s handsome and so adorable, but also because he is my true love. He set me free! He had altered many of my life goals for good, and I knew since the very day I met him, that he was the one for me. I have never felt this way for anyone, and it gets stronger and stronger as time goes on. We also talked about if I had to get someone else, like if something should happen , but while I’m with him, I told him that the only thing I would do with another guy would be talk on the phone at night, like a nightfriend or something, and of course, why not, have a dancing partner if I went dancing and he wasn’t there. But I would always come home to him, no matter what.
Anyway, we took a very good nap before Cokie got home, and I dreamed so much during that nap, and then wondered if he was dreaming of me too.
Then we said Hi to Cokie when she got home, and then we went back to bed, clinging to each other tightly.
It took me hours before I could get some sleep because I just wanted to feel him cloce to me, to hear him sleep and dream, to caress his angelic hair softly with my fingertips, to kiss him, to whisper “my love” to him
To hear him breathe cloce to me and make soft little noises of pleasure while he held me tight.
Next morning he left early, but before he left, we spent a couple of hours just talking, cuddling, feeling each other’s hearts, and then the time came when I told him that “I love him more than life, more than anything”. He is so beautiful, and those few hours I have with him are the most dear to me.
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