If I'm a little behind is because I had not internet all weekend
long, something was wrong with the connection.
This weekend, as simple as it may have been, is in a way, a spark of
our love, and a moment for Steven to show his love for me more than he
did since I almost dumped him. Those three months had apparently made
the fire of our love grow fonder, and made my prince charming even
more charming than ever, at the security that I won't leave him again.
Since I had nothing to do on Friday, I slept all day, as I do most Fridays.
When Steven came home he got on the game most of the day, and then
he put his book on at night as usual so I slept part of the night in
Cokie's room till she got home, then I went outside to practice my
song, then I sang and danced til Steven came out and brought me to to
the room.
He put me to sleep with his charms as he usually does, and then on
Saturday, we stayed up all day and had fun.
We were listening to music on you-tube, and we were singing to each
other at the same time. He almost didn't play his game that day,
instead we were saying little things to each other,and in the evening,
we went to whichwich for dinner.
Then we came back and we explored that website where we were
listening to funny messages.
I sang him a couple more songs and then he started watching a movie,
but that was all right because we had a lot of fun together.
Then Cokie came home and they were talking about a book, so I went
to her room to sleep until she went to bed, then I went outside and
sang and danced till 8 in the morning, when I went back to bed and let
Steven do his thing and put me to sleep till almost 5 in the
afternoon. We didn't do much since then, but we had an ausom weekend
together overall.
He had his headphones on while I slept that day and he tried so hard
not to wake me up with the game, and from time to time I could feel
his hand tenderly stroking my hair or rubbing my back, as if to say, I
love you.
Then I got up, ate my sandwich that I brought from Whichwich and
then started singing and dancing again until 4. Then something cool
happened, I came to the room to get my charger for my laptop because I
found out that my internet connection was working again, and
mysteriously Steven woke up, checked his clock, then suddenly turned
his book off, as if saying, "come here", then he turned around. "my
cutie", I thought, then left the charger in the living room and came
to his arms in a rush.
He held me tight and put me to sleep almost like a baby. It just
feels so right to be in his arms again, to be with him in here and to
feel him so cloce, that when I'm with him, I just forget everything
almost like I used to do during our first year.
I wake up this morning, realizing that, while my music is almost on
the nowhere, Steven's love is strong enough to keep me hanging on and
keep trying.
News: Cristy, my vocational teacher, saw in the results of a
vocational training program that indeed I was born to be a singer. I
have all the qualifications, all the requirements and prerequisits,
etc, but none of the opportunities. I recorded some new songs and
kept working on them throughout the week, but my uncle still doesn't
want me to do this, he insists that I should start composing my own
songs.
Nothing else new for now, I'll write soon,
H I L. While my music is almost down the drain, Steven and I are
sparkling once again, and leaving the odd times behind!
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