He Loves me!

Tonight was my lucky night.
Before the night, I called Bianca and told her about the call I got this evening, when the neighbor told me he wanted to talk to me because he was getting attached to me, I am getting attached to him too, but I didn’t know what he meant until this morning.
Bianca, as my sisterlike friend, already knew that last night was going to be my lucky night, so she told me to shut up and get ready and hung up.
Steven also knew something was going on, and he didn’t really want to let me go, but I told him I’ll be fine.
Anyway, I got all prettied up, I dressed up like the other night, with my teardrop beets and pirls shirt underneath a sequence bordered top, and dressing pants. This time, I put a little more perfume on, and of course, jewelry.
Then I waited for the right time, 11:15 is when he told me that he’ll be home and that he was going to call me when he got here.
I had that funny feeling that tonight was going to be my lucky night too, so I danced a little before I went to see him.
When he called, I ran to meet him outside the apartment, and found out that it was him that was waiting for me. He took me to his apartment and that’s when it all started.
He played his guitar, and I played the peny-whistle, and then we were just talking to each other and he was trying to call his mom to tell her about me, when all of a sudden he got really quiet and sat very cloce to me, I smiled at him broadly.
I then asked him what was going on, and he told me what his feelings for me were, finally.
“I’ve become so attached to you”, he told me, and held me tight. Then his delicate fingers touched my lips before he finally kissed me, kissed me!, wow!
And it wasn’t just any kiss,it was a very long, deep kiss, with tongue and everything. Then he kissed my nose, my forehead, my cheeks, my hands, my belly, all over my face, and my hands and fingers again, it was truly sensational.
I kissed him back and told him that I was falling for him too, and we just sat snuggling in the couch, laughing so hard until we almost cried. When he told me he wanted to make love to me, I was shocked, and told him it was a little too soon for that, but then we started playing like little kids, sliding to the floor and up and down on each other, spilling water on each other and making each other laugh. I feel much happier with him that with Steven, I don’t know why, but when I see Fillipe I don’t want to see Steven, but I just can’t stop thinking about Fillipe all the time.
I can’t believe that he told me he dreamed about me the other night, and I told him I dreamed about him too.
It was a splendid night, and then he wanted to go to sleep and I kept him up until 4, with steven I could never do that. I fell asleep on the floor next to him, and then he went to sleep on the couch and I just stayed there, right under his hand that was caressing my hair tenderly.
I came home at about 7 even though he refused to let me go, but I told him I’ll come back and see him again, yei! He loves me.
When I came home Steven told me he was worried about me, but I told him I was fine. I haven’t told Steven anything yet, I still wonder how he’ll react if I did tell him about my “new boyfriend”, but for the moment I am left to handle both of them up until we can figure something out.
Dam!, this thing about being in love with two people really is confusing, especially if they both like me.
More updates on this next week.
Laters
H I L with 2 boyfriends.