Sliding away

All of these days I’ve been feeling as ifI’m sliding away from Steven and he’s trying to pull me back down to him,like if a happy child were put to read a boring book.
Filipe and I went sailing on Sunday, I always wanted to go sailing with him, and it was coolio to the 4th power. He’s sailboat started, and we sailed around the lake, so peaceful, so carefree, kissing and hugging along the way, and watching other sailboats passing by.
Then we got on the water and went swimming around the lake, and I loved it!
I loved the way he held my hand to prevent me from falling, and the way he helped me get into the water.
We were there for a few hours before coming back home, and then he cooked some dinner for me.
And also, yesterday we went swimming at the pool, and then he called me up again to spend some time with him at his house. We are getting clocer now and we just lay there, feeling each other’s hearts, and I was so cloce to him that I could almost brethe him.
I have my mind pretty much made up now, and Steven and I have talked yesterday about breaking up starting this summer when I go to Houston.
I was trying so hard to not hurt his feelings while we talked, yet I could not contain my happiness about the new love.
We are just trying to play it cool while we are still here, but if things go the way they’re going, when summer break is over, I will start a new chapter of the book of my life.

Well, gotta go, I’ll write soon.

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Who would've known that I would fall in love again!